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To update abit. Finally I have got a job in Nanotechnology as an assistant engineer. Right after my 21st birthday. This is the 4th company I have been interviewed and the 1st company that offers me a job.

To compare with the rest of my friends, they are in a very future-ful company compared to mine. Ofcos, I’m envy if were to compare on our job. I hv been trying to be contented whenever there are some comparisons to be discussed. This is gonna be permanent, ofcos im strong enough for this ;)
Working here is not something that is huge as I have ever expected an imagined when I was a kid. Working is a stupid routine that moves on. But in this stupid routine, we all shall learn some tiny bits that will helps in our future life maybe? Wish part time were’nt a regretful decision.

Every now and then, Im just looking forward on weekends and holidays. I see myself lacked in enthusiasm and hyperne I did have when I were a student. Convo is just next week. Hope everything in this 3 years ends excitedly by everyone.
Im out

The 21st Old Kid

So it has come to this. The 21st birthday. I remember when I was a kid. 21st Bday is something one does not simply skip. A day I tot i would spent with my family and asking all the bunch of friends of mine to celebrate with me and capturing the scene where my parents hand over me a golden key as a recognition I have grown into an adult.

Alas. And DIS-ALAS. Me this year birthday no celebrate in Msia. Me in Singapore having one bunch of fking toooo good friends. Giving a surprise chalet chipping out from their pocket money for one SOHAI ME.
Them planned so well. Them make me emo and trolled I. I no happy and them happy cause them wan me no happy before the real surprise party. But me no not happy, just white lies and wan to make they happy.

So, let me start the summarised story. Went to chompchomp with moumou,feizai,diamzai, cutezai,lenglui, bozai,aizai to treat for moumou and feizai to repay what they have done in Malacca. After that treat, moumou saw a cakeshop and asked to buy a tiramisu cake for my 21st Bday. Just like dat. That's how my 21st are gonna be. So that's the emo part they had present me. Including the sarcasm of bozai and moumou is infinity saddening.THEY PRESUME BUT IM FINE.

Moving on! Went back to angmokio for pool and didnt catch the last train. Slacked in kopitiam with bozai, aizai and moumou with ke-pangseh-an of pikaball. Beer and the wait of the sunrise. Double-sad. Yes and they presume!

That evening when was awake, guaizai pretend to not wake me up and act so casually as if its not my bday. He don't even treat me a PANMEE! FUQQQ. MOVING ON.

Pikaball and Aizai appeared at the door and brought me and  bluffed me all the way from my home without blindfolded this time to enter the chalet to meet Bozai. Saying Bozai is bathing and will meet with the rest for pub-nite! Saying lenglui and the rest will not appear.

Finally something goes wrong. A fking chalet has been entered by me after them. At that moment when your level of happiness has gone too high in negative value, ONE SURPRISE turned it the other way round. Just like multiplying by another negative value.

They bought the present, booked the chalet planned the 'schedule', invited the people, prepare the food and cakes and a not-so-cake-CAKE. Me wan repay but dno how wan repay so take one Captain America to let them have one big fat smilee :)

To those who think they deserve a big reward upon planning and executing successfully, please tonight,sleep early. I will be waiting at your dream to kiss your cheek BIG TIME! :)

-Marcus- The 21st Old Kid.

P/s: Having a truthful friend. Is better than having a 365Tenga. True Story. Wish I is ONE too :) 

       Those nights were the best.

De-spirational

I have been experiencing super awesome consecutive day for so long now. Until today, a day i spent the whole 24 hours in this area without talking, just facing a laptop that doesn't has network. How bad could it be, but of cos, there're a lot of movies to watch in here. Imagining a person surviving this is simple but actually doing it, is quite tough especially the boringness will turn into the emotional inside you.

Everything you never tot of all these days will starts appearing in your mind. 

So, as for now. I'm craving. for something. A home with friends. Living alone is dead. Sometimes imagining what our home would be, really increase my desire on it. Well friends, As for now. EMBRACE yourself, One good home8-like is coming. Just right after everyone settle down :)

My foot's injured due to recklessly-barefooting of football match 2days ago. Regardless of walking-cripple-like, I still miss playing football. Haha. More to come please! This time im gonna suit up my leg.

It brings back memories tho. 

Another thing, finally I have got an offer. After running through 4 companies, finally a job has been offered. Still hasn't accepted the offer. Bad. Im no good. Especially I'm compared to my awesome friends in the previous interviews. I envy and also at the same time proud of them. Maybe I shall learn the goods in them. Being too cocky and playful doesn't seems help. 

This little post, is by far the longest time taken to complete. Too de-spirational. 

-Marcus-

FYP.Phuket.Ipoh.Malacca.Interviews

Warning: This will be a fking long post. If you're busy on something else, recommended not to view it at this time.

Again. Been busy for this few periods. Starting point from FYP till now. Never really expect my FYP would be the worst after all this sems. Yes. I'm a happy go lucky guy. 'So what' is the only phrase I have been using. Not really sure I'm good in acting tough or I'm really that tough. Believed that "You reap what you sow" all along. Which gives me more disappointment when a friend of my told me my grades. Guess this time, I really don't care much bout it. Fully healed after all the slackiness I did this few days.

Phuket. A _____ trip. Too many adjectives can be insert into this short sentence. Been planning out it from the last 6 months I guess with a few friends. Bringing all along 21 awesome kids. I admit, at the start of the planning stage, we have been worrying. Nevermind that, due some minor carelessness drags time and we're able to pull through. Trust me, that was the most 'down' period in my life. And also one of the delightful moment in my life. Thanks to whoever that pat on my shoulder and say everything will be fine although it doesn't help. but still thanks :) HMmm. Imagine the whole accommodation for 21 person was a scam. Now stop, and it's not a scam. Delightfulness pumps up from my feet to my brain.

Haih. Due to some lack of carefulness made this trip has too much lows. I see a few are trying quite hard putting everything together which is quite impossible when there are 21 of us. Sometimes, you wanna be happy, but you just cant stop worrying. And deep down that moment, you know the best, It cant be retrieved and yet you never stop trying. Because it's all about the content in that particular item. To my friend, sorry to remind you again. Phuket has it. Let it be ;)

Some feedbacks on the video. Too long and too draggy. Heh, it's okay to have such different point of views feedback. But it's okay. I think I did a great job taking video, touring and having fun. A 22 minutes video. Is not easy to view. But I believe people that are inside the video can feel the OHM atleast! hehe. So to say, the video is for the 21 of us because i'm afraid of skipping anymore awesome moments although it's draggggish! :/

Went to Malacca and Ipoh for a eat-until-your-belly-burst-trip. No worries, it's a chillax trip. Spent alot of time in the car. Thanks to HIM and HER. Nothing much, just featuring Gua Tempuring climax and also bad stuff do happen after one peak. Heh. To all the victims included me, 'Atleast we can still see our phone', Quoted by a fren. Plan quite screwed when we're shortlisted for interviews during the stay in Ipoh. Heh. It's alright, right after my wallet dried up.

After having one great bunch of friends made me realize, we can really be this close together. Undergoing all high and low. Climax and trivial moments together. Wonder what will us be in few months or few years to come. Everyone will go on separate ways near to each other but might not be this close anymore. Guess, it's a part of growing up aight?

-Marcus-

Not a single name has been carved in this whole post. Because. I wanna remember them back when I view back on this post a couple years later. Sorry to sound so dramatic. Btw I'm not crying :)!

Phuket Grad Trip Video Production 2012

Just Grad trip video. So much things i wanna update not sure where to start. Guess i will just leave it for tmrw or next time mayb! Right now. Enjoy the video bahhh Although bit-damn long =))

Marcus

Happy Valentines day '12

I still remember the last valentines. Not that day ofcourse, just that period. Im as busy as always. Not really sure why Feb is a busy month for me? Maybe I'm still in a CNY mood. HAHHA although already past damn long. Okay please, my sense of holidays is too long to be described here.

Back to the point. I remembered the last period of valentines day. A friend of mine went to NZ pursuing academic. I made a video for him. Just to wish him a "one road follow wind" and happy valentines days for him and the girl friend. Guess what, no big deal. they are still as good as blended together and Im sure they will make it till the end!

Well enough of good stories from both of them, yesterday is my first time giving flowers to a female and also celebrating valentines day with bunch of singles yet potentially couple-able. :)

I never tot it would be that great. Quite happy to listened to sincere compliments from the other points of view on their first impressions towards me. Im glad. to have you guys :/

Hm.we kinda made a deal. If we're still single on the upcoming valentines, we would celebrate together again :) Who knows? I might be the one left out next year? hahaha.

-Marcus-

Driving force starts and ends

Been Ot-ing for FYP for quite a period. Last week finally kills my driving force, no chiongster this week for FYP. Life's been good and tired. for the past few wks. May the money disappeared slower just right before we enjoy the peak. Yesterday was the peak. Tomorrow will be the official day and now i'm here still doing my fyp.

Sometimes it's not easy to advise as thing we would want them to be. Simply just because we don't know,not stupid nor dumb, but just simply fail to understand this special situation. We're having a really really special relationship here :)

Marcus