Supposed to be on 12/12/12 =0.0833333

A simple date with someone special on a special date. It’s a monthsary on 12/12/12. The first month has been really great for both. And yeah, we only remember the bad things, so sort of covered up into a not so awesome month for both.

BUT after yesterday. Le piano is too gooood. To have a letter prepared and a beautiful gift! Hmm guesss that the thing I needed most after all this while. Loving it darn much! :/

A little of updates, lifes been good with the surrounding and people around, getting much more adaptful! But I guess, good times will always comes to the end, my school time gonna starts in a month time. Not sure how long should I take to adapt this time round.

 PS:/

Sometimes in life, we all do things so flawlessly. The more we do that, the better we gets. So flawlessly routined. But when only one mistake, one mistake would have really enough. Just enough to hurt you deep to the throat. :/

-Moi e'st Marcus-

A post than a beer.

It's time. to have a post more than a beer :)

Been long. again. and it's good to be back here. sitting in front of le computer and starting to write some thoughts, doesn't really have much in brain but just free time. Busy day busy having fun and busy of plans. ofcos busy of slacking around. Things has been changing quite fast at a very slow and stable pace, everyone starting to get adaptable, Much more of a standard routine to suit one's lifestyle in surviving the weekdays.

Ofcos, craving for the weekends is the thing that we thought about at the weekdays. Working suck, It never has been good, but I'm sure we are good, in adapting.
The lost fun rough kids has now started to change into somewho 'Man'. Plan has never been any more rougher or expected or surprisingly good times in life right now. The fun of being a kid will never be back and the fun of being someone in transition would be really priceless and it's gonna be one hell of the best period of life. Yes until the day before i starts my school in Jan. Well, who gives a shit, we are champion in having fun anyway :)

Remember my last post of this dusty blogspot, this is the second part of it. 'Have faith'.
In this 3 months time, i guess we kinda establish a officially newly formed 'double'
Well to be exact,tried the first time with a super romatic way but kinda failed the because le piano expectation le too high. and yeah really did nailed the 2nd time. although not a very perfect and elaborated answer was given but to be positive, we have to be adaptable to optimistic, so. yeah we're kinda official now. with le piano. Uhh, in term of relationship, is still pending-to keep the suspends and fun going ;)

The best part of the life in transition. IS from moi birthday till vous birthday. The end of a chapter of the life.
Hope you had a great one. Piano :)

-Moi est' Marcus-

Something

Because both of us are gonna get awesome no matter how bad a situation could be. Everything will be fine at the end, if it's not fine, then its not the end. You have my words :) Please have faith.

Right now, until i grasp the adequate confidence. I will chase until your mine! :)
because hurting you by giving blank promises is the last thing i will do 

imy- piano xD

DepressOverflow

Sometimes somewhere somehow. Depressfulness feeling has been overflowing throughout my every single parts of my moving body. Not sure if its work, or stress of work, or reallly get pissed of work or ' what the hell man, it's monday again'?

After working for just a few days of OT. Realised i missed out so much. so much until i felt boundaries between peepaws. Where i feel distanced inner-ly. Not sure if this only happens everytime during a transition in nest shifting. Or my brain is really so fucked up that i felt like suiciding by eating my computer right in front me. Not sure if its enough to kill me.

I wanna get used to what im living in right now like how i used to be in my poly time. Where adapting is so important, if  not how are we gonna live this fked up life right. Hope in time i could adapt more than people ever imagined because in a few more months. Part time degree is kicking in and i can no longer figured how many computer should i eat to stay normal and to maintain this awesomeness.

Or everything of this happened because i have not enought sleep last night? CHEEEHH then this post is redundant thanks for reading and god bless you for supporting my blog till now! wheeee :)

-marcus-

Whentwoegofriends rehtohcaerofllef

Sometimes in life. Things happen. No matter how many degree it turned, it all depends on how big the changes are over the adaptfulness in us. If you could adapt on it, well that's certainly a good breakthough for you. but if you're unable. Too bad. Your gonna have your most depressed period.

Everyone of us and us were so great enjoying the peakest moment in our teenage life. Well one action, I cannot say its right or wrong- just the feeling of doing it. I did it. Everything began to change. From the happiness into awkwardness and into desperate-ness i could say.

Well, ofcos something happened in me. To be honest, at the beginning, i could adapt 0% of how changes infront of my eyes. When something is just not right whenever i tot of that. When there are so much dilemmas and so much jelly in the mind. When you know you are wrong but you're just following your heart.

After some disgratefullness, after what had happened last month. After some dying moment in me. I had finally figured out by only caring the right stuffs. Everything seems to be going into a positive way. Well, the only way to stay happy and contented is to think of everything are not yours, you came empty-handed and everything u achieved is not a permanent success but a temporary gift.

ps: we're just too special to not stay as _ _ _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _ _ _

42.195km Sundown2012

Heh. Look at the title and look back here. NAILED IT ! HAHAH. Well on the 26May.2012. Few madafking potential runners aka 'imdamnproudofyouguys' runner simply nailed sundown2012 despite first running time this far but also completed it with a superb timing. Im just gonna share the experience of running sundown2012. So those that's not interested in running shall stop reading and start busying your own stufF!! hehee

So. It all started with. 5 4 3 2 1 BOMB. Run. So much thanks to kaesee and koon for the company in the 1st 21km for the pacing at first. Running that 21km is the furthest i had ever trained with kaesee in NTU where we used to train there twice a wk sometimes :/ . After 21km is the OHM. Where kaesee and koon dumped me by the road and look forward, and that's where i felt that my limit has reached. I started walking fast to try not to lose their presence in ECP that moment.

Well while walking after 21km, i dono how to motivate myself to continue except keep complaning how pain is my leg an hell yeah i regret joining sundown- nearly curse kaesee for letting me to join an suicide mission. After walking/jogging hell for another 7km. At 28km Overtook by alot of Uncle and Aunty. The U-turn point in ECP.

Then it started raining. Heavily for real. The strong wind and the blasting water drops is opposing to my direction. Hmmm, then i started to ponder for awhile while consuming the energy gel they gave us in the U-turn point. So many quote has gone through my mind including ' let stop the race and go home now' but one quote. "Why walk when you can run." The quote fking boosted me. It's like Popeye finally found his tiny bits spinach in a huge vegetable farm. :x

Then me no wait anymore and run like a BOSS overtaking people is like drinking water. Running at that pace under the rain with the coldness and the uncomfortable water-drops attack.  is really something new. All the way till I cross the finishing line with 4.51.03 hours. Hmm, to think of it, mayb it’s the rain that helps to boost. ;)

-Marcus-

PS:Gratz to the first timers in completing the race and sorry if I ever be-little you guys as I always did! Mayb next run under the sun? ;)

pU dekcuF sI gnikroW

To update abit. Finally I have got a job in Nanotechnology as an assistant engineer. Right after my 21st birthday. This is the 4th company I have been interviewed and the 1st company that offers me a job.

To compare with the rest of my friends, they are in a very future-ful company compared to mine. Ofcos, I’m envy if were to compare on our job. I hv been trying to be contented whenever there are some comparisons to be discussed. This is gonna be permanent, ofcos im strong enough for this ;)
Working here is not something that is huge as I have ever expected an imagined when I was a kid. Working is a stupid routine that moves on. But in this stupid routine, we all shall learn some tiny bits that will helps in our future life maybe? Wish part time were’nt a regretful decision.

Every now and then, Im just looking forward on weekends and holidays. I see myself lacked in enthusiasm and hyperne I did have when I were a student. Convo is just next week. Hope everything in this 3 years ends excitedly by everyone.
Im out