Wednesday, November 24, 2010

SMILES

Been checking out few frens blog.
Stress,exhausted,tired,busy is the few words that commonly found.haha

I know it well, alot of people are busy with work,stuff,school and events. I guess myself is no lesser than them any. coming back home at 00:00

Just a reminder for everyone that's somehow getting in the fuXk-ed period of time. DON FORGET TO BE OPTIMISTIC & TO SMILE in passing everyday because U LOOK DAMN GREAT IN SMILING :D
because the distance between the letter S in the SmileS is so far that u have to SMILE to past on everyday
At the very end of the day, looking back. it will be a wonderful flashing memories =] so, create memories people for yourself :D

ps: today's bboy practice i like ! and someone really said it out all the feeling i had all this time.

-Marcus-

Monday, November 22, 2010

Satisfaction

Today dance training's a satisfaction. Finally realised that after all the sweats in the body and after all the damn tiring activities, what we got is just satisfactory, i dno what's moving you in your life, but for me this word, -SATISFACTORY- is the thing that kept me ongoing in this hardcore period. because i know it at the end of the day, i will improve :D

(The above text are supposed to be yesterday's post. reason in pending are because of went to slept )


-Marcus-

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

DON TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED JUST BECAUSE THEY HAS LOW IMMUNE OF FIGHTING BACK.
Mayb they just don wanna put you in an awkward position that u already made them in!* THINK BEFORE U ACT BABEH !


Been.long.since.the.last.chat.and.i.appreciate.yesterday's.nite.chat.Its.been.a.while.since.
the.last.time.i.said.so.many.true.feelings.from.my.heart. thanks for listening bro :D

-CheeHang-

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Hardcore period

In this period of time. i finally got to understand what's tired. Went on to practice and then rushed down to camp as stations ic. Had fun in the camp, spamming happy bday song even in every languages. Then rush back home to sleep then the 1st thing in the morning rushed back down to school to go on for my dance production last vetting. At that morning, the bed wants me to stay, imagine u cant move ur body until after 5 sec of u're really awaken. That's tiring

Recently, i got emo. I think im being very hot tempered inside me. I dno why, i just hate someone so easily that i have forgotten to relax and stay optimistic at every moment in life. I hv done tired of thinking so much thing in my mind after so much expectations i hv put myself in. I think its because of this packed schedule i got at this period. So many things appear and yet so many things happen, even the minor one. All of it distracted me. How i wish i can just don pay so much attentions at the situation sometimes.( i dno if u understand) but that's what i felt.

In another 4 weeks, Nexus camp and Fb production is clashing. After this dpe camp, i hv learnt about tiring. where it's only a 2D1N camp, at another 4 weeks time. im facing a full out concert and 3D2N camp. Im so afraid of facing the schedule in the upcoming 4 weeks, everything has now come together finally in another 4 weeks time. Im not sure if im able to do it. It would be a tiredX2 thing. I wish i could get more stamina.

Another thing im happy is that, i hv finally has got my 1st round of flare, atleast a nice one but its inconsistent each time. I have to train for more rounds.

Hope at the upcoming 4 weeks,
I can do well in planning the camp
I can hardcore training about breaking and i guess its time to level up !
I dont get into weird thinkings in my mind
Be more happy than im now :)

-CheeHang-

Thursday, November 11, 2010

ifyouthinkyoucandobetter.youdo.youdonaccuse.ifyouwannaaccuse.inaproperwaythanks.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Take.a.walk

Walk on the outside
Don face on the screen 24/7
Take jokes
Respect the surroundings
Feel the people
Live a life :)





Thursday, November 4, 2010

Sprained ankle

Been dancing, badminton,basketball for the past few days. Can really feel the -sweat- coming on from every part of my body. And i don understand why this few days were so hot. the weather especially at nite macam oven like thatt ZZZ. May the sky give us some rain because i wanna sleep better.

Tmrw's holiday, there are two group of fren went on an outing. One group to sentosa, another to JB. which is hen shuang deeee if i could join. Unfortunately due to today's basketball, my ankle sprained and im gonna stay and rot in home for tmrw. I can hardly walk now.=.=

Quite worry for saturday's dancing for closing item. I dono if im able to dance on saturday and hope everything moves on smoothly for my ankle. Production is drawing near, my leg's condition is very important. Another thing to stress, next week wednesday will be Fear Factor- The Return which im gonna emcee for that event, not sure if i can do well. Monday and Tuesday schedule is quite packed with dancing till late night.

PS: Basketball just was awesome despite ankle sprained and my lousy passing . Had fun with those enthu boys :D and people going out tmrw. HAVE FUN KAY !

-Marcus-

Monday, November 1, 2010

Expectations and imperfectness

Recently. i think. i tried the very best in dancing. everytime i dropped by in block e or any other bboy practice, i tell myself. I wanna get better today, i wanna make even every piece of clothes that's touching on my body will get wet before i head home. I wanna get sweat, If possible i wanna make my shoes get drowned. I wanna dance like there's raining inside me(if u get how far im giving myself now) I keep on doing the steps that hurts my hand and the knee. Seriously, i don like it. but i know the best, i have to get better and to give in more.

BUT everything just got out of control.Today, I cant even do perfectly on bboy prod choreo. i don feel the music. My body's moving like rock as if im just jumping. In everything, everything that i concern in activities, is dance/break. yet i don feel it. i cant see it coming. I dono how can i be a real great breakers. I tried and yes. it's been more than half a year already yet im still not to the expectations. dancing has been releasing stress but i guess i got it way upside down, it's stressing me. Im so demotivated. guess i'll have to.be.more.serious.in.breaking. I seriously need improvement to motivate myself.

ps: this aint a emo post and i felt better posting on.

-CheeHang-