Hellos singapore

Well, im back to singapore again. my msia new home got no connection and soooo, didnt update my blog. another thing is that i finally reactivated my facebook because of i couldnt tahan to see all the pictures around facebook taken in the production, if i don reactivate meaning no photos for me, so yeah. i reactivated :D

I jus reached singapore few hrs ago, days back in msia was abit of shopping and outing spree for me, spent too much until i forgotten how much. ok whatever it is, money must be used rite, if not they will get smelly ;D

what i felt about the whole holiday of this is, not that bad, i wanna catch up with exschoolmates everytime i step on msia but this time couldnt although this holiday covers xmas which has super good reason to hold up a gathering BUT. NVM.past,
well i think i missed out xmas with frends but i went to wedding on my cousin brother. What can i say about this, among the cousin- batch, one of us are married already, time flies and im still thinking who'll be the next to marry at our batch?

so, xmas wasnt the best but i still hope for the best to come in 2010. So as decided going to clubbing to celebrate new year eve. wonder will it be too congested at that time? afraid that couldnt inhale sufficient oxygen when its too crowded and i duwan die this fast and im out of my mind saying that. but yes i wanna go clubbing at 31st dec 2010 :D

Another thing, after chatting with wanping and chunkit last night, knowing that alot of us are quite curious of who'll be the one will got married 1st? HAH! guess if u're among us, we can tell that ITS LAI CHUNKIT for sure! but he say he wont be. ahhh. we dno whats coming my fren.:D This fren of mine is going to pursue study in New Zealand and he's quite overwhelmed with the offer letter from NZ until he even uses -New Zealand- as his nickname while playing dota. yeah he's a crazy fren :D

Watched social network- movie on how facebook comes to the public, in the movie, mark zurkerburg creator seems to be very unpredictable. CK and me doesnt really gets his real personality after watching the whole movie. being bad or not, i dont know.

finally, It's over i guess upon receiving the sms last midnight, to think of it, yesterday was the day it marked the 4 years upon the 1st meeting between. 28dec2006. hah.

end
-Hangzai-

Get Connected- FB Production 2010

Been 2 wks since i wrote on this peaceful blog. Reason of not updating is not because im dead. It's just simply because my time are dead, Dont have to time to update, If u're a close fren of mine, you should be able to understand this 2 wks, how did i struggle for Common Test and Fb production at the simultaneuosly.

How am i going to convince you that it's tiring and moreover this 'I cant wait this to be over' thing continously aroused in my mind. Okay, its something like this, wake up early in the morning go for test, after test rush to rehease,after rehearsal rush go eat and bath and study at the midnight for the next test tmrw morning. This routine continued for 1 wk. And u knw what, i truly understand the *omg,i cant focus at this* When im studying, i kept on thinking of the dance in this period.(Thank god for having the Nexus camp being postponed, if not. Well ,i dno what else im able to get through.)

Nevertheless, having the 'awesome' week with awesome people is what i treasure. Im glad its over for the fb production and im sure i cant wait for the next production to come. I wanna improve. The successful feeling of a production is what im craving for times to come. IM super proud to say that IM from FOREIGN BODIES. :D

I truly understand what foreign bodies is like. its about together supporting each other. Today i said alot of goodjob and well done and i really mean it at every single times i said them! And im gonna say it once more. FB PRODUCTION 2010-Get COnnected BLASTED. Having 900 audience and a full house at today spells out SATISFACTIONS






Breakers, remember this 'Im giving my 100% and im walking out as a champion EITHER way'

Im glad that the production was a blast
Im glad that i manage to did my best in Common test
Im glad that nexus postponed xD
Im glad my housemates and coursemates and friends came by to support
Im glad my name are being spammed when im performing
Im glad someone record the video of it
Im glad I nearly cried watching the video and emotional talks before the shows
Im glad that I improved

ps: I love the sunflowers and im keeping it till now. And more photos
I guess at the next post :D

Rapunzel amazed !

Just watched this show in AMK hub with daniel and guey! Trust me people, watch Rapunzel and be amazed :D
Animation movie's expression are soo soo much better than reality movie's expressions . I think this proves that human could imagine to draw but couldnt imagine in acting it out! :D

ps: I like rapunzel with short hair xD

-Marcus-

Packed schedule's over

Ever try before that u DONT have time? what i mean don have time is something like this.

'Eh i wanna meet u now, just let me see u for 1 second okay?'
'No, cannot. im on something else.'
The above example are bit lame but i hope u understand what i meant xD

This is the feeling i got few days back due to 'packed' schedule where everything u least expect came pop out from nowhere. quite shock i tell you :D
But now everything is over. Im back to the relaxing life liao.Nexus camp gone postpone due to some maintenance in the school. So, preparation can be delayed slight bit! Well, that's a good news because i can now concentrate on the upcoming fb production :D

Just back from breaking with sky in atrium, everytime we break, sky always ask me this question ' i really dno how, but how to improve?' Everytime he ask this, i can only optimistically tell him that, 'just do whatever that should be done and somehow next time we will improve' " more are yet to come" this is when i bring no sense to myself swt.

-HangZai-

ps: The video i made seems to have alot of negative feedback! Will work harder next time. Thanks to ck for being so true negleting my feelings! =.=!

This is the reason why i didnt update my blog recently :D


-Marcus-

SMILES

Been checking out few frens blog.
Stress,exhausted,tired,busy is the few words that commonly found.haha

I know it well, alot of people are busy with work,stuff,school and events. I guess myself is no lesser than them any. coming back home at 00:00

Just a reminder for everyone that's somehow getting in the fuXk-ed period of time. DON FORGET TO BE OPTIMISTIC & TO SMILE in passing everyday because U LOOK DAMN GREAT IN SMILING :D
because the distance between the letter S in the SmileS is so far that u have to SMILE to past on everyday
At the very end of the day, looking back. it will be a wonderful flashing memories =] so, create memories people for yourself :D

ps: today's bboy practice i like ! and someone really said it out all the feeling i had all this time.

-Marcus-

Satisfaction

Today dance training's a satisfaction. Finally realised that after all the sweats in the body and after all the damn tiring activities, what we got is just satisfactory, i dno what's moving you in your life, but for me this word, -SATISFACTORY- is the thing that kept me ongoing in this hardcore period. because i know it at the end of the day, i will improve :D

(The above text are supposed to be yesterday's post. reason in pending are because of went to slept )


-Marcus-

DON TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED JUST BECAUSE THEY HAS LOW IMMUNE OF FIGHTING BACK.
Mayb they just don wanna put you in an awkward position that u already made them in!* THINK BEFORE U ACT BABEH !


Been.long.since.the.last.chat.and.i.appreciate.yesterday's.nite.chat.Its.been.a.while.since.
the.last.time.i.said.so.many.true.feelings.from.my.heart. thanks for listening bro :D

-CheeHang-

Hardcore period

In this period of time. i finally got to understand what's tired. Went on to practice and then rushed down to camp as stations ic. Had fun in the camp, spamming happy bday song even in every languages. Then rush back home to sleep then the 1st thing in the morning rushed back down to school to go on for my dance production last vetting. At that morning, the bed wants me to stay, imagine u cant move ur body until after 5 sec of u're really awaken. That's tiring

Recently, i got emo. I think im being very hot tempered inside me. I dno why, i just hate someone so easily that i have forgotten to relax and stay optimistic at every moment in life. I hv done tired of thinking so much thing in my mind after so much expectations i hv put myself in. I think its because of this packed schedule i got at this period. So many things appear and yet so many things happen, even the minor one. All of it distracted me. How i wish i can just don pay so much attentions at the situation sometimes.( i dno if u understand) but that's what i felt.

In another 4 weeks, Nexus camp and Fb production is clashing. After this dpe camp, i hv learnt about tiring. where it's only a 2D1N camp, at another 4 weeks time. im facing a full out concert and 3D2N camp. Im so afraid of facing the schedule in the upcoming 4 weeks, everything has now come together finally in another 4 weeks time. Im not sure if im able to do it. It would be a tiredX2 thing. I wish i could get more stamina.

Another thing im happy is that, i hv finally has got my 1st round of flare, atleast a nice one but its inconsistent each time. I have to train for more rounds.

Hope at the upcoming 4 weeks,
I can do well in planning the camp
I can hardcore training about breaking and i guess its time to level up !
I dont get into weird thinkings in my mind
Be more happy than im now :)

-CheeHang-

ifyouthinkyoucandobetter.youdo.youdonaccuse.ifyouwannaaccuse.inaproperwaythanks.

Take.a.walk

Walk on the outside
Don face on the screen 24/7
Take jokes
Respect the surroundings
Feel the people
Live a life :)

Sprained ankle

Been dancing, badminton,basketball for the past few days. Can really feel the -sweat- coming on from every part of my body. And i don understand why this few days were so hot. the weather especially at nite macam oven like thatt ZZZ. May the sky give us some rain because i wanna sleep better.

Tmrw's holiday, there are two group of fren went on an outing. One group to sentosa, another to JB. which is hen shuang deeee if i could join. Unfortunately due to today's basketball, my ankle sprained and im gonna stay and rot in home for tmrw. I can hardly walk now.=.=

Quite worry for saturday's dancing for closing item. I dono if im able to dance on saturday and hope everything moves on smoothly for my ankle. Production is drawing near, my leg's condition is very important. Another thing to stress, next week wednesday will be Fear Factor- The Return which im gonna emcee for that event, not sure if i can do well. Monday and Tuesday schedule is quite packed with dancing till late night.

PS: Basketball just was awesome despite ankle sprained and my lousy passing . Had fun with those enthu boys :D and people going out tmrw. HAVE FUN KAY !

-Marcus-

Expectations and imperfectness

Recently. i think. i tried the very best in dancing. everytime i dropped by in block e or any other bboy practice, i tell myself. I wanna get better today, i wanna make even every piece of clothes that's touching on my body will get wet before i head home. I wanna get sweat, If possible i wanna make my shoes get drowned. I wanna dance like there's raining inside me(if u get how far im giving myself now) I keep on doing the steps that hurts my hand and the knee. Seriously, i don like it. but i know the best, i have to get better and to give in more.

BUT everything just got out of control.Today, I cant even do perfectly on bboy prod choreo. i don feel the music. My body's moving like rock as if im just jumping. In everything, everything that i concern in activities, is dance/break. yet i don feel it. i cant see it coming. I dono how can i be a real great breakers. I tried and yes. it's been more than half a year already yet im still not to the expectations. dancing has been releasing stress but i guess i got it way upside down, it's stressing me. Im so demotivated. guess i'll have to.be.more.serious.in.breaking. I seriously need improvement to motivate myself.

ps: this aint a emo post and i felt better posting on.

-CheeHang-

Lomography 35mm colour film

Got my product out yesterday. thanks to jovina that went to wash and also print out the pictures for me! :D

The whole film is taken during the SEG chalet in ECP.
Hm, my rating to this film is 2/5. What i can say is, 35mm is soo much sooo much more manual than 120mm film. Kinda felt upset to see the product of this film. I think next time i shall learn to conserve and think before shoot already ! because wo mei you qian ! =X AND im not posting the picture on the blog!

Dpe camp is coming, Fb production is coming, fear factor is coming, nexus camp is coming so sooon ! As promised, im gonna do a video for nexus but i don have any inspiration in me ! i dno how to start >"< as what people said, ' do better than the previous time ' which somehow stressed me on the upcoming nexus video because i think the genting trip video i did is quite awesome xD. SO, i have to do better this time. hopefully :D

ps: inspiration 5d5d come~

-Marcus-

Good to be hate sometimes :D

YO

I dno what to write today but i just felt like blogging.
Because i have this sienness-that-couldnt-be-explained.

Ever think there are actually someone that hates/dislike you in such a way that u dno when, why that person hated you when what you'hv done is just perfectly fine.

Just a random question to ask. I think everyone will be hated somehow-ly by anyone. Sometimes it's good to be hate, atleast that person might think of u day and nite ! Imagine, you are in their imagination of hatred, and yeah, u'll not be left out cause there're someone out there think of you ! I think im getting too enthu to flip upside down the negatives xD so cheers up :D

p:S HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH YU NING ! :D i saw what u sent to nicholas ! ZzzZ

-CheeHang-

I.want.to.break.properly

Today is junior's 2nd exam in FB. Went down and watch how they dance. Super good. keep it up yeah! great future's ahead :D
It's so nice to see the tranformation of a non-dancer to a dancer especially the juniors. They rock on the floor.

Similarly after looking on how they dance really made to pump up more to become a real break dancer. Am i recognize a breakdancer now? I dno how to answer this question.I felt i de-proved. I don understand why, mayb just because of some minor injuries here and there in my body that somehow hesitated me to go full-out =.=! Well, useless to grumble here now, i shall. practice more.

I wanna have Martin's flare
I wanna have Hanjun's side chair
I wanna have Mervin's freezes
I wanna have Zul and Chong en's variations
I wanna improve as fast as Sky



I wanna break properly.

-ReLaX-

HAZE

PEOPLE FROM SINGAPORE. try look out from ur window. Compare what u see and what i wrote in the title similar to you or not !


Just now went basketball with home8 people and yongchien and choonhong! we're inhaling the smokey-like-AIR like drink water like that walaos.
I don understand why is there so hazy outside. Is that because of angin monsoon timur laur or barat daya i forgotten. So yeah. people stay indoor for the rest of ur 2 weeks life. And just now. at 2215 hrs, eileen and engwoei togetherly tell me to stay indoor woot. hen ngamm o.O

What i found from this school opening, alot of my fren stop bloggin for awhile ! hen siann~ mayb they're busy. issit? :D Tmrw's class starts at 12 which leads me not to sleep early tonight :D but what im gonna do in this awake state! And tell u guys what, yesterday i succesfully took out my 35mm film ! which must be done in a super dark environment. Not sure im in that dark state anot. hope didnt expose bahh!

And yeah. tmrw im gonna danceee with Fb people i guess. And im learning new things. the 'air stall' if im not wrong! But i haven master it yet. nvm, wait another few wks! im sure i will be able to hold that freeze easily! :D

-CheeHang-

First 120 Colour FILM :D

Today's a very happy day! :D

It's not because of being excited of the first day of school but! the LOMO! my 2nd film is out! what i can say is, alot better than i ever expected. atleast better than the previous one !
Today after class went to collect the film with jovina. On our way there, we're just so excited and scared that the film will turn out to be -exposed- due to somekind of imaginations of ours! being so pessimist at that time and i dno why.

When we're reaching the shop, i dno what jovina's feeling but my heart is beating 110km/h. Then when we reached, i asked . 'got photos mah?' then the lady standing say yes while taking the photos from i forgotten where. When both of us saw the picture. eventhough only the 1st picture. We're jumping in the shop liao worrrr. hen shuangggZ. Then we find someplace and sit and look on the rest of the pictures! :D jovina jealous of my film worr. AIYAH i so happy la when she jealous ! xD but i think that her film also not bad luhh. just that not printed out yet, cheer up uh jovina ! :)

Later that showed nicole and kj about pictures. That's the picture we took in Marina Barrage. And i present a piece to nicole chan! Hope she like it ! :D :D
Then head back and used Guey's DSLR to take the pictures! DSLR hen nice lahh walaos!

These.are.the.pictures.taken.because.im.too.lazy.to.find.a.scanner.to.scan! :D
Im so happy boy today xD



Im so happy boy today xD



:D :D


ps:The pictures may not be nice to you but it's great to me! :D:D

-CheeHang-

I'm Sorry :)

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.


"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

This is to all the parents out there...

by Lai Jun Wei.( i dno who is it but i find it very interesting! )

Prison break finished

Finished watching Prison break.
What i felt about this series is that very nice at the beginning until the part before the ending. The end, the main actor died. The funny thing that i found in this series is that there're alot of fans of prison break hates FOX commneting in youtube because they nvr let the main actor live at the end though doing so many things for the freedom for his family. In the very end of watching finish this series. I really felt potong steam! because things are getting faker and longer. I don like the ending. But I nvr regret watching too because this series really filled up all my sienness time !

School's starting tmrw and i'm rotting in home today. I bet the next rot will be quite long from now as school's a time-filler.

Another thing i did today is surverying on using 35mm film for my holga errr. So difficult to understand about the fraction and clicks used on every different site. Looks so complicated and tedious to use that 35mm film ! SWTZ

-CheeHang-

SEG chalet

Pictures are taken in ECP.
Highlights of this chalet is:
1. True or dare session
2. LALA sao si crap
3. Lomo adventuring
4. Gambling session
5. Kite-ing :D

I HAD FUN ! :D :D :D
Happiness and shuangness doesnt come from where why when. It comes from WHO you're spending with.

P/s: Jus now someone asked whether i still love her anot ! OMG. I AM SO SUPER STUNNED. Never expect such question from such person ! Didnt know she would ask. Someone must be behind of this la OMG.

-CheeHang-

1st 120mm B/W

Today went to collect my developed film. S-U-C-K.

If jitkhai's 11/15. Then i'm 1/15 :(
Above are the best picture that is possible be found in that roll because there were only 4 pictures to choose only. As u guys can see, it's NYP. my school but in that picture somehow show that it's some kind of HDB flat =.=! Well it shows how lowfully skill i had in lomography! NVM! i will improve. slowly :D

After collecting the developed film, went to eat with 2 handsome and 2 pretties. KJ, alfred,jovina & nicole CHAN. 1st time i eat things like dat. Which is, everyone buy their food watever they think it's nice den share together. Okay i'm damn full with that variations of food. Thanks for the ride from albert choo yao peng! :D

Tmrw gonna be SEG chalet. I can feel the shuang-ness now! u guys feeling me too? HAHAHA :D hope it will be a.day.to.remember. ;D
About the kite flying pictures. Im not gonna upload because my super pretty fren nicole chan has it all in her blog. wanna see then check out her blog! http://nicole-sc.blogspot.com/ :D

ps: idunhaveascannerfornowsoiusedmywebcam.

-CheeHang-

Marina barrage & dance

Today is a super superrrr shuangZ dao baoZ day which is equivalent to tiring day!

Today after meeting. Went to Marina Barrage to fly kite and picnic! U know got how shuang anot. hen shuang when u see the kite. flying beside the sky until there's no string left for you to let it fly higher. :D :D And sorry to daryl for his loss of his dogkite. I wonder how's it doing now. Hope it wont bang by a car? :D

Another thing is today i took some pictures with my Holga. Quite speechless about that. In short. The whole film will/may/ithinkso/ ruined OR mayb a super unexpectedly effect come out once it's developed! To be more understandable. A picture which i think would be 10+ person ends up with more than 20+person. Thats the worst case.

After marina barrage. I head out early and rush to school to practice dance for my production. Sorry for not packing up because. I'm late to dance liao. Today's dance was not bad. Keep drilling on the steps and i wanna have my flare so badly. I don care if my back or my pigu hurts. I just wanna get it before the day im supposingly have a flare.

Bunches of frens related to marina barrage(DNO HOW TO FLY KITE ONE) xD. - nicole,kj,nicholas,jovina,alfred,jasmine,han ying,yanqian,carlyn,warren,carolyn,yazzid,laiyong,Matthew,Daryl.

A quote i learn from today. "Do what you like more than what is right" This quote is from a very very. handsome little kid which is 19th this year. GUESS :S

p/s: The content in the bracket can be ignored when u think u can fly a kite! teehee. Photos uploading in the next post! :D

-Marcus-

:D

A tired day for today.

Went on meeting, spring cleaning, sneezing, packing, relieving, outing, eating, joking! and i just skipped an opportunity to dance. Mayb i should be more hardworking on working out my flare. I think my flare is quite there already. just need a little bit of focus! then im done on it! :D

Today i went on to city hall to develop my film and also to accompany my super beautifulish prettiesh fren. NICOLE to funan to repair her laptop. with yc,engwoei,nicholas,kj. Later that we went on to Just Acia and eat. Despite grunting of sleepyness and the 'awesome' improvise of ice cream by yc. Everything is perfect :D

On the way back. Yc and eng woei. somehow got something really interesting on nicole's phone! and they took a picture of it. And being a hero. to save a girl from being bully. I snatched the phone and deleted it! Okayy, i know im real good person. fullstop. :D

Hope nicole's is happy with what she is now and being real conscious on her current state!

p/s: Nicole. don be angry. Im sorry for today if i went too far over! :D

-CheeHang-

Genting Trip 2010

ITS FINALLY UP! HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT AND DON FORGET TO COMMENT! :D:D

Things to do

Hi

Pictures taken by xinyi and abit of editted by weichien during the nerdy 80's nite :D
Thanks man. I think in the picture i smiled quite 'naturally'.

Okay im damn happy now.
Because i know there are kind and patient souls that eagerly waiting for my 1st production and people keeping on track to my blog! :D
And yeah, yesterday i slept at 6am where my lil sis woke at that moment. And we say good morning :D The reason im hooking up so late at nite is because of this 'Prison Break'. Im now so into it. Because it's super awesome to see all the things popped out from nowhere in the series!

And now my 'lomo' feeling is coming back after knowing jitkhai has actually develop his first roll. I couldnt develop it in msia sadded because of. low productive in here bah! He developed 11 out of 15. I think it's quite a success bahhhhh!

Im coming back to singapore this friday.
Things im gonna do when i reach.
1. Upload my very 1st video
2. Develop my first roll of film
3. Keep myself ready for the dance production
4. Plan systematically on the upcoming camp. Nexus
5. Have fun in SEG chalet.
6. Lomo adventure with jitkhai mayb
7. Finish Prison break series
8.Keep myself busy for the day i guess :D

Changes

Sorry for the super duper delay on my vid. Well it's done. just that streamyx don allow me to upload to youtube. ! NVm
I shall upload in singapore bah. Btw, the video. is quite awesome :D. do look forward on it !

Recently. I wonder what changes at the highest phase? Okay. i think it's food. because they changes from delicious to the 'shit/poo/faeces' whatever u call it after few processes in the stomach. Another question. What changes sometimes in life? it's not the price, it's not the size of a person. It's a character of a person. People changes because of reason. What changes them? Time. i don think so. My answer would be. Environment and the people that are around you. Time is just the allowance of the changes.

Changes is subjective. Im not sure if it's good or bad. Okay this is so much of philosophy. Crap that.

p/s: i hope you're still you. The one i knew.

-CheeHang-

Genting Trip video

Launching video in less than 24 hours from now !

This video really took up so much of my time but nvm. Since i have free time!

People. Please do look forward on it ! My 1st clip production o.O !

-CheeHang-

Gpa

Today is the day i got my gpa.

Before waking up at 8am. I was actually dreaming on my bed. Dreaming on the Gpa i got in my dream. I dreamt i got 3.5 . At the particular moment, My whole muscle felt like stone. I wanted to kill somebody so i find somebody to kill in my dream. end up i couldnt find anyone and im awaken by my mom. She told me something that i had forgotten, mayb something about my gpa. But thanks to her, i know that my gpa 3.5= dream. I was damn happy but i couldnt get off from my bed, i continued my sleep. I wish i will not dream on some nonsense again. I wish to have a sleep and be prepared before i get to see my gpa on nyp portal.

Later about 11.30, my mom called me asked me to wake up, she invited for lunch, at the meantime, she asked me to check my gpa. She's quite serious, Then i woke up. I woke up and i went brush my teeth. I didnt wash my face because it's too nervous. I ran to my computer and press on the on button. I quickly log on my admin and password. I tell myself, lucky gpa=3.5= dream. Im relieved. I tot i was able to get atleast 3.7-3.8 because nicholas just got 4.0 for this sem. How i know? because he haven logoff his admin from my laptop. I then super busy body go and check out his gpa. He got 4.0 for this sem. GRATZ to him !

After knowing that, i then logoff his admin and continue to log on mine. happened to be. i got 3.2. And i knows it well, it's not dream. Im fucked up. Then i just keep on HAIZ. then i went to bath and wash face then be ready to out for lunch. I drove to the restaurant then saw my mom. I dono what expression to show her. But just a smile with something else with my mouth. i forgot what i showed her. In short, I just showed her a face like ' i just got chased by some mad dogs kinda feeling' but dno how she intepreted it. Then i tell her my gpa. and then she kinda puke =.=! Im sorry mom. I will do better next sem.

Enough for my story. Today is a hell fuck-ed up day for me. How i wish the dream was real. Dono how u will intepret this post. Hope im optimistic because this mayb just a small start of something great.Im scared if i cant continue my studies in Uni with my result. I wish i learnt and experienced this kinda big catasthrope and no more next time. although there's still be i assure =.=! Hope in future, there's still chance and hope this is not the end.

-CheeHang-

Just a simple post. Guess who's that on the picture? Say handsome please=D

Well, its taken during the photo shoots for my dance production de bah. Coming soon on december 17-18th o.O

Im boring for this few days.

Beh and Ck went to have their exams. Wish them luck !

And another thing,my exams result are releasing tomorrow. I wonder

what will i acheive this time? i can sense catastrophe gonna happen haiZ swt it out !

Mayb i just have to sit still and calm down and sleep. not think so much. Bless me to have a good nite for tonight !

-CheeHang-

Gaps

I wonder if we're on gap?

After so long of not meeting, but we still didnt take up the initiative to talk to each other. Mayb im the one to be blamed.
Or mayb you don think there's the need of talking.

Yes, I miss you more than anyone. The reason im back sometimes, are partially because of you.
But seems that you're too busy to entertain me. I wonder why we can chat so wondeful in the phone but couldnt get to each other face to face. Dono if i thinked too much. Everytime i see you. i hope for you to look back.Mayb you think i back for no reason, yes there's the reason. For my brothers and you. I eagerly wanna see you. But in the end it turned out to be a normal thing for you.

I dono, but i still hope for the best in you. And i still hope to be a little of position in bottom of ur heart.

-CheeHang-

Facebook

Not sure if i told u guys about my deactivation of facebook. I did it on 22/July/2010
Its been officially more than 3 months from then, Now the thing is, should i reactivate it anot?

The answer: NO, because no is no. Don ask why.
Chiamin still owe me a treat of Sakae Sushi o.O!
I will surely come back again to singapore and grab that hehe.

A quote in my mind now: 'No matter where you are, when you're just with ur trusted fren. You don have to be afraid of getting "cool" moments or neither do u care' :D
Another thing to share, i wanna make a video by my own ! feeling so strong xD

-CheeHang-

Alone in Home8

Okay, Im now alone in home8. Joel went back this evening.

I have to say this. Im freaking scared. Why is there noises in such late nights. How am i going to pass through tonite? I felt like sleeping in the living room. ARGH. Home8 has just go messy to the max, no cleaning, no packing up yet. Because im lazy. Although im bored. im still lazy. Im hungry.

Another thing that cheers me up is. Im heading home in another 2 more days time. Well, big portion of my fren went home because the holiday started 1 week before. I stayed back in singapore is to dance/prac. Tmrw there will be another bboy prac. Not gonna miss that prac but i'll miss the one after tmrw's because i will be staying in Msia for i dno how long. Mayb 2 wks? heh!

I'll be going to genting and have fun in msia for sure. And im bringing my Holga o.o! i don wish to waste more than half of my 1st film. Today i took a few shots, and i dno what i had taken, either slanted,darked or anything else. I will have to wash it out because it's my first few shots in the LOMO world!

OKay, im damn boring now. Can anyone please. well, i dono what others can do for me =.=! cheers and stay happy. AND ENJOY ur holidays to the max for urself !

-CheeHang-

Lomography

I just bought a Holga 120 GCFN! With jitkhai, he bought 120GTLR. at the scape mall. With KJ also!

Compare and contrast both of this. I dno.Just know that mine has more colors whereas Jitkhai's white color! His is cooler but mine are cuter! xD okay. both also took up the word -YENG- :D

To be serious, this is my 1st time buying a camera, and they say this lomography is toy camera. Apparently, Im not sure if i will stop after a few wks. but definitely. i wont regret because i think i wont for now =X

What i like in this camera is because, it's cool, it's plastic-like, it's light and it RUNS IN FILM. After knowing alot of fren that has DSLR or digital camera, What i notice is that, they keep on bashing their fingers to take more pictures. This has gone into a 'take for granted thingy' which i don like. Lomography is a risk, u take a picture, and u dno what u taken at the end of the day, but at the end of the FILM, u'll always have to recall what u had taken. The amazing thing is, it may come out in total blank photos. Photos-something u can hold. and not just viewing in the computers.

Despite everything, One of the ten golden rules in lomography, 'Don't think, Just Shoot' pumped up my interest in LOMO.

OKay after all the talking shit,how to know in future, i might stop playing after a few films! But i think it's more worth than only spamming the DSLR o.O! no offense wuuuhuuu~

What i wish now, learn to use lomo, take good photos, freeze the moment, and keep the memories. Have fun!

Flights

I just woke up. at 3.45pm

The sleep was wonderful. Just abit of interfered phone calls that wakes me up.

Well yesterday me and my fren from dpe went to send dpe students to do their IOPP in changi airport. I never tot that there were so many which makes me felt quite boring. Because i only intended to send Chengyan & Xinyi. How to know, so many people boomzed out. So it was quite chaotic actually because i'm not close to the others that are flying.That makes me kept quiet the whole time.

Also, thanks to jitkhai ,weichien and zac that keep jio-ing me to take pictures that kinda lessen my boredom xD.

A conclusion to make. Sending people to the airport is quite boring. Sames goes to sending GARY ahaha. but atleast gary, we threw him up. that made my hand cramped. Atleast we did it quite surprisingly. Hope he enjoyed the 'flying throw' before he really took on the flight! :D

BON VOYAGE GARY, CHENGYAN, XINYI, AND others dpe people that has took their flight! :D

-CheeHang-

Optical Illusion

Staying late at this hours will definitely pop out few of my pimples!

Nevermind that first. Show u guys a real cool illusions. " Where did the missing part come from?" You guys might wanna count on the square box uh!

Btw, don ask me the answer because i couldnt figure it out also =X

Okay, i don wanna think no more! gonnna sleeep niteZ :D

-CheeHang-

Blog is not a homework

Sometimes,
I never blog on some stuff in my daily life is not because i don treasure them,
It's because i wanna remember the memories not stated here by my OWN!

-CheeHang-

Nerdy 80's

YOOO. im backkk to bloggg this damn fun and dope event. Like promised, i got the photosss alreadyy :D:D

Okay. Shall we start. Im gonna simplify it to the max approx by 90%. HEH!!

Start with. Bought nerdy gear, Camwhores beside the beach. get ready to be in the nerdy state,BBQ, Played games,Treasure hunt, Dance, Water games, captains ball,shower,beer,poker texas,slept and TMRW :D( simplifly enufff ehehe?) . Okay, let me touch on nerdy state,. A nerdy state. is not only depending the style/clothing/gears but also expressions and feelings. Everyone just 'make up themselves' super creatively. And guess what? there's award of the night. THE NERDY 80's KING & QUEEN 2010. Well it goes to LIMJITKHAI AND ONG CHENG YAN! Jitkhai won a hat and he present it to me! because, i said i like the hat! thanksss abang :D:D Hm, i just cant get any nerdy than HIM YOO =X

Before the whole event starts, i was afraid that there's this guailan-itized people that just duwanna try their very lil bit in dressing up into nerdy. BUT GUESS WHAT. Im freaking awesomely happy with the whole night. There's no one. that never get into the theme. just that someone that goes out of topic into the theme. SHE happened to be in the PALEOLITHICS AGE- style! Not convinient to say out her name over here. Let forget about it. But atleast she tried to be different =0

-CheeHang-

The dance.

PHEWWW. just got back from Nerdy 80's night chalet with dpe peeps. It was awesome because everyone show off their enthu-ness xD

Okay i'm not gonna blog about the Nerdy 80's first. Because i know some of u waiting for my blog! ehehehe. Well. not bloggin on it first due to -pictureless- issue. NO worries, i would definitely blog on it when i have adequate pictures so that i can elaborate the awesome-fulllishm chalet!

Im gonna blog about this, After coming back from Nerdy 80's. Got home and sleep. Then went to Beverly Senior practice- Hip hop yooo. I really love the choreo soo much that i couldnt really do well on it! NVM. i will definitely do better in coping up in hip hop. My batch people are improving way faster than the light speed. Marcus, U're not improving in Hip Hop. Why? ARGH. i don wanna answer that. Mayb just because i got way too focus in BBOY. heh. Anyways, i still wanna play HIP HOP! :D\

Well. after Bev practices. Sky(BBOY partner yoo) and me head down to atrium and break for approx an hour. Tell u guys what, I think i'm improving in quite a fast pace ehehe. It means, I can dance somehow u knowww xD. well, we just kinda freestyle and do some of the choreo. And yes, SIBEH TIRED. After only 15 mins of freestyling session. Sky and Me together tot that. WE should go jogging some other time because we dont have enough STAMINA.well. it's lame but atleast we discovered it by ourselves. STAMINA PLAYS IMPORTANT ROLE IN DANCE :D But then we manage to slack and dance for the rest 45 mins! Upon dancing, i went home and went to bath. I showered w/o heater. Guess what, The water that reaches my shoulder are so freaking cold but when they reached my legs. It's like being heated. Imagine how hot is my body after dancing? Not that hot. But this hot, yeah temperature xD

Tmrw, there will be another BBOY PRAC. I think, i hope and i wish for the best for tmrw's routine because. i happened to peeked some of the new choreo when Mervin and Zul is doing it. ITS TOTALLY OMG. Pray hard that. i wont cramp, can cope, don so tired, and people WOOOTZ ON ME when I FREESTYLE! xD
And another thing , im still eagerly waiting huixuan's photo to be upload during the photoshoots on our PROD! =X =X Because i think Im cool with those freezes and attire!

PS: assure NERDY 80's post will be blogged once i got the evidence, material, photos and INSPIRATIONS!

K PEOPLE. GOODNITESS BABEHS

-CheeHang-

Sometimes.in.life.to.think.

Sometimes you have to be enthu.
Sometimes you should not grunt.
Sometimes you have to learn to appreciate.
Sometimes you have to feedback.
Sometimes you have to motivate.
Sometimes you have to live life to your fullest.
Sometimes you should stop faking the smile but share.
Sometimes you cannot rely on ur friend's decision.

YOU HAVE TO THINK FOR WHAT PEOPLE AROUND YOU DID AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE.

Because you don wanna live in YOUR only world. my friend!

IKEA WOOTZ

Today went IKEA with bunch of frends! At first, we tot of havin our breakfast at there. End up. We even combined breakfast and lunch together! Because when we reached there, it's already 3pm something. And my stomach has got swollen up by the gravity yoo. Okay. too deep xD it simply means. im hungry. But luckily eng woei nvr let me down. the hotdogs ,meatball, and chicken wing in IKEA was too awesome to describe in here. HEH. nvm. if u wanna feel the awesomeness. Just go MAKAN :D(advertising o.O)

Okay. after eating. we happened to be "shopping" in the IKEA but end up we just touch every furniture and goods in IKEA. especially the beds. Donno why. When me and nicholas saw a bed. we jus simply-automated-like jump on the bed and turn around.

After all the 'fun ' stuff happening in IKEA, we then split. Nicholas and me had dinner with my parents. They arrived in singapore yesterday and then we dinner together! somewhere in paya lebar o.O

After that, the funs continue, both of us head to Clarke Quay meeting up with that bunch of frends again. In clarke Quay . SO PRETTY LA THE ATMOSPHERE. I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING over there heheh. They dinner in Hooters and we just got there and take pictures and talk craps only. One thing that attracts me is that. Hooters 's toilet is awesome xD

Okay. time to introduce that bunch of frends. Nicholas,gary,jitkhai,zach,chengyan,xinyi,weichien,siowting,
aikkhuan,nelson,shuyun,waiying,engwoei,yc,peggy


HMM. another thing to share. i went to desaru during the YOG break. with 7 awesome peoplee. We went 2D1N. I cant describe it in here. So. video shows everything. UPS AND DOWNS. in the video. created/directed/composed/compiled/founded/thinked/controlled by MR LIMJITKHAI. thanks him banyak2 in keeping the memoriess yoo :D

CHECK THIS YOO ! :D

Night cycling & Sakae Sushii

Yesterday, went to night cycling with bunches of frens. namely. nicole,nicholas,karjing,chiamin,meilvin,deyi,ace,kaesee,pinky,minghow,a chow,penghui and . We cycled from east coast to changi airport. Just a short distance because one of our fren's bike 'spoilt' half way till changi so we couldnt continue. Guess what's we did? well, one of us fetch the bike and another fetch him back to east coast. WOW. not easy i tell u. imagine, you sitting on a chair that is practically lengthen than has very small width. remember. Pressure= Force/ Area? . walaos. the ass sure damn pain but in the end, he manage to pull through the pain in the ARSE!

Then we headed to MCD in ECP. Sit down. some rest. some sleep. some play cards and some talk. Well, that's the most comfortable period during the whole activities i guess :D. Because i simply love knowing stuffs of frens ehehehe! Then we head to the beach and took some pictures. Pictures with weird pose? hahas. one thing to say. Nicholas dno how to jump =X

After the beach, me, chiamin,nic,and pinky just took cab and head to our home. it's about 9am. Guess what we did after that? em. yeah correct. take a shower and head to the bed. Although the whole night cycling is just not as smooth as we tot of because of the spoilt bicycle, but i really had fun because riding is really pain in the ass. So i really felt quite happy to know that one of the bike got broken down whheee!

After the longggg sleep. Had dinner with another bunch of frends! namely, jitkhai,nicole,engwoei,yongchien,gary,zach,weichien,chengyan,and xinyi! We went to sakae sushi buffet then got ourselves 'BAO DAO SHI' because we were just so kia su. infact some of us just looks like pregnant womannn xD. After that, caught"Love's cut". hmm, how do i rate this movie? super boring but i think it's not a bad movie. It has quite a good ending just the process was abit slow. laughing quite loud in the cinema uhh. hm. i think i learnt something from the movie. 'Breast cancer'

And now. im super expecting on this sunday's NERDY 80's!!! so wanna make myself into a different style in that partayy xD. geeky specs. im gonna buy you soon!

PS; not sure if my current blog skin and template is okay anot. Nvm. im lazy to change. im gonna stick on it until i found a very very very handsome face of mine. then í'll use it ehehehe!

Gonna resttt. BYES

-CheeHang-

Stress-less

Today is my last paper and A&R Commissioning DONE! Felt relieved for today after finishing sooo many things wooohooo. Holiday's ahead and i don think i will be backing so sooon. Have to prac dancee. BBOY LIKE THERE's no tmrw for this coming HOLS! well later i'll be going to have a night cycling session with my poly-mates. Hope it will be a fun one as for my last time experience. my butt like tilted abit after a long hours of cycling o.O!

As for my blog templates, yes i know. still being renovated. Don understand why the font colors and blog title picturess just wont match? ZZ. nvr. gonna fix that soon after today :D

Okay. I'm out to eat now. Subway baby i'm coming whee :D


CheeHang

REBORN!

WOOOHOOOO

After long time of 'MIA' in the world of -blogspot-, and after viewing of so many enthu people blogging on their own daily life. I felt. left out already? so I now should officially 'reopen' and make this blogspot alive again! WINK :D

Okay, shall we start. Today went to School library study whole day then to amk eat teppanyaki. den DRANK KOI. And now i'm still awake. The reason because. K.O.I . the drug =.=!

Tomorrow will be my last paper for this SEM. which is 9-11. May god bless me to remember the stuff that i had studied and please make the paper easier for the sake of my tomorrow's mood :D

PS- this blog still has to be renovated. BTW im still dancing yoooo :D

-CheeHang-